Determination

Once I can get a plan and START actually seeing a vague outline of the future, I can get on fire for what the future holds. That's what I'm trying to do right now... grasp a small sliver of what lies ahead for me so that I can forge ahead with purpose instead of letting life just toss me across the waves of whatever comes along. You lay there like a rag doll in the water, and you get thrown against the rocks... you gotta swim. I want to feel like I'm going somewhere, and that I can make what "happens" to me, a choice, and a positive thing. I'm determined to make "it" work... whatever "it" is....